Hello everyone! How are you guys doing today, or tonight? I am trying really hard to chose happiness in my life, and I am really working on all the negative thoughts in my head. So far it has been going well, but then a few days ago I got back into my mood, and it really sucked. I don't know if any of you feel like that but I do, and it took a long time for me to get even these couple weeks of happiness. I am aware that there is nothing anyone can do about certain things in life, but it is harder than it seems to shut off the concern. I don't even really know what I am saying at this point, but I just felt like I needed to vent a little, and get it out. I have a huge problem with holding things inside too much, and never letting my feelings out. I have been trying to be better, but sometimes I think that it is none of their business what is going on with me. I know they are my family, and they care but sometimes I don't want them to. Okay enough ranting for today. I have ...