September 22, 2017... That day is the day I met a guy in a bar. He was very handsome and adorable, but I didn't think that almost a year later I'd be getting ready to move in with him. I was not in the best relationship previously and it broke my spirit a bit. I almost just gave in and got back together with my ex just out of a fear of being alone. If I would have done that it would have been a huge mistake for many reasons. It's been almost a year that me and my boyfriend have been together and I would not change anything about our lives. We have had a couple moments where I've gotten annoyed, just as surely he's gotten annoyed with me a time or two. Even though that happens sometimes we are still utterly happy with each other. He has had a hugely positive impact on my life, and has just helped motivate me to be a better person. I love who I am again, and it has a lot to do with the fact that he sees me for who I am. I lost a part of me for a long time an...
Hello everyone! How are you guys doing today, or tonight? I am trying really hard to chose happiness in my life, and I am really working on all the negative thoughts in my head. So far it has been going well, but then a few days ago I got back into my mood, and it really sucked. I don't know if any of you feel like that but I do, and it took a long time for me to get even these couple weeks of happiness. I am aware that there is nothing anyone can do about certain things in life, but it is harder than it seems to shut off the concern. I don't even really know what I am saying at this point, but I just felt like I needed to vent a little, and get it out. I have a huge problem with holding things inside too much, and never letting my feelings out. I have been trying to be better, but sometimes I think that it is none of their business what is going on with me. I know they are my family, and they care but sometimes I don't want them to. Okay enough ranting for today. I have ...